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January 10th, 2007
07:01 am
this livejournal is pretty much over.
the end
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December 29th, 2006
02:20 pm
im looking at msn and my little cousin is listening to this song:
"Radios In Heaven" - Plain White T's
and i cry, because she probably holds onto every word
the same way i would have
when i was 16
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December 5th, 2006
11:00 pm
i am lucky for the wonderful person i share my time with
your right, we have eachother.
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November 22nd, 2006
08:36 pm - thinking of the christmas future
today i got my laptop
tomorrow it will be formatted
and friday i will begin organizing my life
im pretty stoked about it
i will find all the pictures from the past
cant wait
friday equals birthday party, birthday supper
next weekend equals a haircut and christmas shopping
the weekend after equals exams
and then its festive season time
i am really glad i have darren to spend this christmas with
i am severely dissappointed with my familys now finalized plan to no longer perform any family tradition what so ever
i know she would be dissappointed
which is what makes it so hard to understand
maybe next year
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07:01 am
i love my family to bits
but it is truly hard how things just aren't the same
it brought me great joy last night to see everyone together
but it also brought me great pain to see the fake happiness because someone is missing
i feel as though there is nothing i can do to bring a smile to my grandfathers face
none of you can imagine what that feels like to me
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November 17th, 2006
06:46 am
i am losing my ability to think cognitively
where is dinner o clock?
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November 16th, 2006
09:48 pm
I AM LOSING MY MIND
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November 14th, 2006
09:53 am
i had such a wonderful weekend
i finally met all the folks
and i think jill barber is wonderful
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November 9th, 2006
06:55 am - im starting off hopeful
this time tomorrow i will be getting ready for my adventure
first is my trip to halifax with amanda and beth for an early afternoon shopping adventure
then darren and carmen and the shakey deals pick me up
and we continue on to liverpool
where we will stay in a sweet (hopefully but i feel confident) cabin
with a woodstove or fire place
and a tea pot
and i will relax, and get work done, and see music, and go to the awards show where i cross my fingies that darren wins
did you know that there are wild bunnies all over white point beach?
i am. in. heaven.
the real kicker will be getting through today, and next week.
today equals, class, getting ahold of amber for the house key, a field trip to the tar ponds, a trip to morien for laundry and a visit to my grandparents, sobeys for a perscription, home to pack and up early. all the while working my morien visit around my mom going to a grief meeting, and me trying to write a lab and a memo.
next week equals 2 midterms, 2 papers, 2 lab reports, 1 presentation and 1 technical memo
... in 4 days.
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my kitty gives me kisses that makes everything feel better
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November 3rd, 2006
05:51 pm - what to eat?
i hate that i have to go get kitty food because i am
a. in my pjs
b. unshowered
c. officially out of dry food
d. tired
i guess as some would say, i just have to suck it up
darren is gone to rock camp in canso for the weekend
i have the house to myself, but i havent really decided on anything to do
glenn arrives tomorrow, so saturday night plans have been made
my kitties are keeping me company for now
i need to clean so bad.
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October 31st, 2006
07:13 am - a brief update on halloween
today i will wear a witches hat and pass out treats to little kids
i no longer have to travel to morien in worry of my EI
1200 dollars just appeared in my bank account
and i say...
hey alright.
my kitties are tearing my house apart right now
and i cant sleep til 730 because of the time change
its starting to feel like christmas season
and i think i like it?
no milk, boo.
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October 30th, 2006
October 22nd, 2006
12:55 pm
today im crying
because i just miss her
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October 19th, 2006
06:10 pm
so!
lets play a game of true or false.
is cape breton is a hell hole? true or false?
TRUE.
is amber is hilarious? true or false?
TRUE.
did darren quit slowcoaster because allie was pregnant? true or false?
FALSE.
rumors of the 16 year olds in sydney say... that last one isnt so false.
people are unbelievable.
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October 13th, 2006
06:42 pm - a life update?
i never post to this thing anymore
im in morien right now and i sort of feel like it
maybe its because my life is different in sydney, and i dont do the same things with my life
that i used to when i lived here away from things
anyway im in morien
came to visit my mum and have supper
we are going to the grocery store soon for cereal and milk
and stopping to visit nanny and poppy on the way
apparently nana and nancy bought us a house warming gift in moncton
i hope its a vaccum
my mom also bought me something in moncton
i tried on a blouse at tobys and eins last saturday that i loved
it was 54 dollars and tax
she found it at margolians for 30 bucks so she bought it for me
i love that
shes great
this is how i like to spend my weekends, random, with family, with darren
sometimes i miss home, because i miss my mom
but this is just how life is, and i have to do it eventually
i think in the long run it makes things greater
but sometimes i wake up in the morning and wish that i had someone to talk to
today i wrote my public health administration midterm
i was mildly freaking over it this morning (hence previous post)
however i believe to have rocked both essay questions (worth 25 points each)
and sorta okay on the short answers which means a 50
which is a pass
which is all that matters in a gary course
tonight im going to sit and watch season 3 of one tree hill
DOES DAN DIE?
i dunno, i doubt it though
what would the show be without a villan?
regardless, i (and darren too) can not wait to find out
beth rules for having all the seasons on dvd
i have two babies now
i love my kitties
they are my world.
darren makes me the happiest girl in the world
he bought me kitties? how great is he?
we took them to the vet yesterday and they were totally rulin
they are the most personable cats ever
totally not anal
ive been up since 4:30 and soon i will be sleepy
time to go
today i am thankful and appriciate
hugs.
xo
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06:44 am
public health administration is kicking my ass
i thought i could rock it
but its so boring i just keep falling asleep
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October 6th, 2006
09:57 am
my kitty died.
did you ever just feel like the world was out to get you?
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October 1st, 2006
09:29 pm
new pictures up on the msnspace
http://clearfootprints.spaces.live.com
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September 28th, 2006
09:59 am
we're going to get a kitty!
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September 23rd, 2006
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